Tuesday, 4 May 2021

602 Showreel Refinement (Part 3)

As mentioned in previous blog posts, based on the feedback I received at the start of this module regarding my showreel, I had been working on some short animations in my spare time. This particular shot allowed me to collaborate with a fellow animator in class. Considering we are planning on forming a collective once graduated, this was perfect practice for working together in a team.



The character animation was done by me, and the animated background by Joseph. Once I had all the assets, I took them into Premiere and experimented with the composition of the shot. However, I eventually found that this worked the best.



Due to time, I won't be adding this to my showreel for now, but maybe in the future once I evaluate my work again, I may find space for this.

602 Showreel Refinement (Part 2)

In the last part of this series, I listed a set of targets that were recommended to me by a lecturer, to include in my showreel. They were:

1) Acting

2) Lip Sync

3) Dialogue

4) Action Sequence

5) A Dance

Over the last few weeks, I decided to focus on an action shot, and tried to incorporate as many of the twelve principles of animation as possible, as a few studios I was previously looking into implored that any new animators must have a basic understanding of these principles.

The action shot is an ongoing project, which a fellow classmate and I are working towards alongside the other module. As 603 is eating into so much of my time, I'm having to focus on these extra animated clips during the evenings and the weekends.

For the next task, I decided to focus on the first few requirements, particularly acting and a lip sync, as the one I did in second year wasn't very good. I decided to tackle the 'Tears in Rain' monologue from the end of 'Blade Runner', which is a scene that never fails to make me cry.


I watched the clip several times on YouTube and tried to capture the background as best I could in Photoshop. I'm not a background artist so fortunately, as it is out of focus, I could play around with different brushes, overlays and blurs until it resembled that of the film.



This task also gave me the opportunity to learn how to animate effects such as smoke and rain. Before coming to University, I did want to specialise in VFX however, the opportunities didn't really arise in my first two years and by this year, I had already found my niche. Still, I wanted to give it a go.

I spent ages trying to make this lip sync work whilst still incorporating the right facial expressions and body language. I studied the original closely however also wanted to incorporate my own take on the lines.



Once I was happy enough with the rough lip sync, I went back and added some breakdowns and inbetweens to make the movements more natural and fluid. I did intend on finishing this piece with colour, as well as extra effects such as tears, rain water collecting in his hair and blood running down his face. I was against the clock however and in the end, decided to just animate the lip sync.

After submission, I will continue to work on this so my showreel has a lip sync.

What Went Well?

- Considering I do my best to avoid lip syncs, I feel as though this one isn't too bad.

To Be Improved?

- I ran out of time. I was so exhausted after 603 that I let this animation slide and now it isn't finished on time! Rubbish!

- I need to be less ambitious in the future, as this animation had several elements to consider. Having said that, I will continue to work on this after the hand-in until it is up to a standard I'm happy with. That way, I can find room for it in my showreel.

Friday, 30 April 2021

602 Update (Last Minute Deliverables)

A part of the submission was to produce a PDF document illustrating my branding choices, such as my chosen colour scheme and font. While I have discussed this on my blog and in my presentation, I have made a separate PDF for this, summarising what I've talked about. 



I also needed to scan my business cards in!


602 Update (Personal Statement and CV Progression)

As I was struggling to make a start on my CV, I decided to rewrite my personal statement first. Over Summer, I had been writing a personal statement to apply for a PGCE in Art and Design, as I had no interest in pursuing animation any further. As discussed, I then had a change of heart which rendered this personal statement useless.

So, I went back through and took out the parts that no longer applied, rewrote some paragraphs, and reworded others so they made sense in the context of my new application. I then sent this to a lecturer for feedback, as well as the careers portal and a family member.



After the Easter holidays, I received feedback and made some altercations. The main issue was finding ways to reduce the word count, as I had about double the amount of words I wanted for both document.

My lecturer told me to start from scratch which was disheartening, given I only had a couple weeks left to make these amendments alongside the rest of this module. I also never received feedback from the Careers Portal.



I was critical and ended up reducing my personal statement down to four paragraphs, and my CV down to just over a page. I then sent these updated versions to my lecturers for some feedback. One advised me to lose the work experience section entirely, and instead replace it with information on the competitions I've entered. They also stated that I should lose my current references, and instead ask a tutor or classmate, as it would be more relevant.

As discussed in the previous blog post, I wanted to keep my CV looking professional so I didn't add any creative flares as I felt they were unnecessary. The advice was also contradictory considering a VP told us to keep them simple.

By this point, the Careers Portal had responded, and were very supportive and encouraging of the direction I had taken my CV in. They suggested rearranging the order, and changing the references however in my most recent draft, I lost the references entirely.



For this last draft, I changed the format from a personal statement, to a cover letter, as I felt this may be more useful when applying for jobs in the future. However, I was worried that this change in format may render the content useless, as maybe there are different targets to aim for in a cover letter, so I asked for feedback first.

Once approved, I posted it!




602 Portfolio and Presentation

For this aspect of the module, we needed to create a presentation. We had the opportunity to rehearse our presentations first, in the form of an informal group session that took place in class. We then had to screen-record the real deal.

First up was the informal presentation. This version included a couple memes, and the script was more relaxed during certain slides. Saying that, I did try to keep the script somewhat professional and formal sounding, as I was planning to use it for the real deal!

I practiced a couple attempts at home, with my script on hand. Unfortunately, this version wasn't long enough, as it only just came to ten minutes. Although, when I presented it to the class, it went surprisingly well! When I began my presentation, the speakers notes never appeared, which meant I had to wing it. However, as I had practiced it enough, I did remember what each slide was meant to cover. It also provided me the chance to crack some jokes and bounce off of my audience, which helped ease my nerves! As a result, this presentation lasted the full fifteen minutes.

What Went Well?

- Because I had a class to present to, the atmosphere felt a lot more authentic and natural, which I believe came through in the session. The lecturers supported this by complimenting my humour and ability to keep the audience engaged, which is something I felt my practice attempts lacked.

- Considering I had absolutely no script or speakers notes to guide me, I feel as though I adapted well enough that it didn't effect the outcome of the presentation. Once again, a lecturer backed this up by saying it was on par with a session a Visiting Professional would run.

- They were also a fan of the presentation's layout, felt my showreel was well-structured, and thought my documents were cohesive. All of which, fills me with confidence for this module, which is something I have been extremely lacking recently!

To Be Improved?

- Without the use of an audience or room to adlib, my current presentation isn't long enough for the submission. I need to add slides or more speakers notes.

- My practice versions sounded a lot more wooden and boring compared to the real deal, so I'm nervous my recorded formal presentation will lack character and oomph.

- I'm still lacking confidence in my ability as an animator, so I need to take time to consider what I've achieved over the last year and appreciate it, rather than put myself down.

- Some slides could be worded more formally, so I need to make sure to amend this before I record the real deal.

Before the screening party, I was given another opportunity to practice my public speaking by saying a quick foreword before the films began. In which, I thanked everyone for coming, congratulated the class on making it this far, and told everyone to feel proud of themselves for what they've achieved.

In first year and even second, the thought of presenting to the class completely terrified me. I would become incredibly nervous and could barely make it through a sentence without my voice trembling. To go from that, to now presenting with composure and presence of mind, I feel is such a massive step in the right direction.

From here, I made some small adjustments, added some slides, and recorded my proper submission.



What Went Well?

- My updated version was now reaching about twelve or thirteen minutes, which was much closer to the target length. To add an extra minute or so to my screen-recording, I asked myself a couple questions, on the spot, as if I were presenting the powerpoint to the class. This simulates how it would have gone, had it not been for Covid.

- I tried to sound optimistic and speak eloquently however, the lack of an audience did lower my enthusiasm slightly, as talking to yourself can be rather awkward.

To Be Improved?

- I'm afraid that in the process of losing the relaxed atmosphere of our last day in class, I also lost the conditions that allowed me to let go and embrace the candidness and sincerity of the informal presentations. My voice sounds more wooden, and tense.

Thursday, 29 April 2021

602 Update (Showreel Development Continued)

Despite receiving three sessions of feedback, two of which were in favour of the length and chosen clips, I recently found out that I needed to lose six seconds off my showreel, as the submission required that the length must be sixty seconds max.



Admittedly, I felt at this point we're just splitting hairs. While I'm very aware of how important it is to pay strict attention to the time constraints given in a commissioned piece of work, a showreel is much more personal, so I imagined it would be more flexible. Especially considering most lecturers and visiting professionals recommend showreels range between one minute and two, and six seconds felt like nothing.

Having said that, I've got a week to go so it's natural that tensions are running high. To think my time at University is almost over, and with the amount of pressure riding on submitting this final module on time and to the best standard, I must confess, has caused unnecessary anxiety and rising panic.

Complaining, when it's such a simple fix, seems pointless! Something that the maturity I've developed this year has made obvious. So, I reduced the length for submission, as asked, and updated my presentation. Now, I can upload this to my online accounts!

602 Update (Following on from Last Year)

Last year, we were tasked with making a contract and invoice slip. At the time, I didn't have a brand so these were very basic, boring, and the colour palette wasn't consistent.

Recently, I decided to update my invoice form. I found the hex codes for the oranges I used in my icon, and which I've since applied across all my physical documents, such as my CV and other forms. I updated this colour scheme so it was more fitting.

I also added my new icon and updated my email address.



It was good to see the progression of my branding.